I don't know how much my mind loves to bluff and go on with my bullshit ideas and fooling everybody and myself. I don't know why I blog...maybe to express and bluff! Nothing more. There can be no purpose.
I am a big bluff. You are reading me bluff and pretend and you bluff and pretend with your opinions and life goes on. We search for something. Some ultimate truth, some answer, something... we seek love, happiness, pleasure, glory...and it all turns out to be vanity.
I pretend I am dissatisfied and that I am a dissident. I pretend to be the Solomon in the Bible.
I pretend I am satisfied and that questions don't bother me. I say the answer lies only in the unquestioning mind. I try to become a nihilist and yet understand that nihilism is becoming a new religion and negate the same immediately. I become an existentialist, and an individualist, and I pretend to overcome altrusim and ... i get mixed up in -isms and go proud hating them all.
I become indifferent. Its not easy. I become. I reject god. I reject religion. I reject faith. I reject ... whatnot.
Life...I have philosophies...weave them.. and suddenly I stop!
I stop.
...a compilation of decent bluffs, silly whims and how faith kills...
the way I dissent
dukhha, samudaya, nirodha and magga you say when I say suffering. You call faith a pillar that helps the world survive and god the creator and savior of the pillar. The whole system collapses.
The dissent against faith is because it is one such torment and suffering that man fails to recognize and so comes the need of a new noble path. THE NINTH PATH!
The dissent against faith is because it is one such torment and suffering that man fails to recognize and so comes the need of a new noble path. THE NINTH PATH!
Sunday, June 15, 2008
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